City
So I
wander
through
the maze of Parisian alleys—
picking
through a fog of new words, peeking in
windows
full of
gelato and menus,
denim
jeans hung like bats
in caves
of commerce.
I march
tirelessly
through
the gutters of one quartier
to the
gardens of the next,
remembering each family
having
lunch on the canopied terraces—
each
conversation
lifted
and set down again
like cups
of coffee.
I steal
past the enormous cemeteries
with
their stone towers,
wires and
gates that draw the borders
between
each mourner’s gulf of memory,
each vast
canal of granite testament
each tomb
of new beginnings.
I enter a
church sometimes,
following
the spiraling beams
that soar
into the holier layers,
the
tortured wood that flows over the
crypts,
the
supine saints
that
collect the city’s prayers
into the
same place.
I read
the scribbled texts
in the
smooth saunter of tattooed brothers
and the
cigarette smoke
of sleek
women
who
remind me of cigarette smoke.
I recite
the verses
to
second-story sweatshops,
to
Chinese book-keepers that mask other
ambitions,
to
graffiti’d grottos and dancehalls
that
inaugurate a new generation—
And
through in these architectures,
I walk
home
through
these burgeoning neighborhoods,
pregnant
with
bookstores and boutiques
that
replace old boulangeries
and
chocolatiers,
through
the concertos of Arabic
and the
carols of closing shops,
through
the breath of lamb on spits
dancing
for my hungry eyes—
I walk
home,
nodding
goodnight to the odd couple
under the
yellow awning—
the yogi
in saffron—
and the
bearded traveler in a suit,
sharing a
bottle of cheap wine,
sheltered
from the rain that is beginning to fall.